When I took a drug/alcohol rehab job as an entry-level Behavioral Health Technician (better known as “Tech”) , I expected screaming, brawling, freak outs and – what scared me most – throwing up. The projectile vomiting, thankfully, never came (although I narrowly missed “The Screamer” becoming “The Pisser”). There was no trading of fists, although snide comments were known to fly.
Social outcasts as they were, here in rehab their abnormalities were normal, with a non-addict like myself as the outlier. Being able to drink socially without going to excess, having smoked weed and even tried, cocaine, but able to walk away from it, I’m what the addicts call a “normie.”
I learned that, while addicts and alcoholics stripped of their drugs and booze look a lot like us and sound a lot like us, they will never be normal. Their minds work in stupefyingly different ways, and they will be on guard every moment of every day, lest a “trigger” send them back into the hell of slamming poison into their veins, or drinking all day/every day. Continue reading “An Introduction to Rehab”